Dreams

Ever have one of those dreams that goes on and on, you can wake up, go right back to sleep and continue? Well I just had one. In my dream I was moving back to Seattle. I rented some kind of truck that had my horses in it and all my stuff fit in it some how as well. My house was falling apart, gross the walls were falling down and I hit one of the walls too hard and water came out and sharks came swimming out of it. Small sharks that made noises.. I was totally screaming in my dream, grossed out by this. It was sort of a nightmare as well I guess...

Anyway I was going through all my stuff, my "clutter". In my dream I was so happy I was almost done but then forgot about my basement which was full of stuff, hoarding style. I was so exhausted I called my parents ( my dad was alive in this dream oddly enough ) and told them I might need help and money moving as I had so much stuff I didn't know where I was going to store it. My parents told me they weren't helping, I had to do this myself. I was so mad, how dare they not help me when they want me to move back home? I started thinking about where I am going to keep all my horses and pets and posted on Facebook I was staying in NM after all. Something about home sweet home... Of course I dream about Facebook in my dream...

Anyways this dream was what I am going through right now. I want to move back to Washington as I feel like my life is so cluttered, and out of control down here in NM... But running from my problems isn't going solve my current problems. Which really aren't that big of problems in the big picture. I have too much clutter, I just need to fix that right now, today..  I need to fix what is going on down here, them move when I am ready.

Thanks for the direction dream ( and maybe my dad telling me something from up above? )  Time to wake up and get cleaning and organizing done for the day ( yes the story of my life ) and some Zumba and maybe a movie later as my gift.